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[08 Aug 2006|04:06pm] |
I'm a complete mess.
I do everything wrong.
I can't keep a friendship.
I can't commit to a cell phone,
so how the hell can I commit to a person?
I'm not too thrilled with the person I am right now.
And I basically feel like no one is around to help me.
I feel alone, even though there are tons of people I should be able to go to.
I hate this depressing feeling.
I've maintained it all summer, and it's not like me.
I haven't been in a good mood for months.
Hopefully that will change when I get back to school.
Until then, I'm here suffering
Longing for relationships and friendships that seem to be within reach,
but still too far away to grasp.
I'm desperate.
Anyone willing to help me, I'll love you forever.
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[09 Mar 2006|10:19am] |
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JUST DOING SOME PROMOTIONAL WORK...
all proceeds for this show goes to heifer international which is an organization geared toward buying animals and other things for needy families in third world countries. please come and support this cause. even though it won't stop world hunger, we can help put a start to the cause. plus you'll get to see the cute boys from the local band Sweeter With The Tendency. you know you all love DREW GUAY, BRENDON GUAY, and PHIL SMITH. so come out to the show. thanks!
this is going to be an amazing show. ryan brisse and flavius farcas put together this show to showcase the junior varsity and quiet drive (two labeled bands) and also to showcase some bands that might be on their record label Spotlight Records. go add all the bands to your myspace and also add Spotlight Records. you'll want to get there early because it will definitely be a sell out. come on...where else can you get a show with the weakend, every avenue, heirs, and asecondtoolate all playing together. these are big names around this area and you don't see it too often where all four play in the same venue. it'll be a killer show and if you don't go you're missing out on one of the best shows of 2006, hands down!
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[28 Feb 2006|08:15pm] |
So newsflash, I'm coming to algonac on Thursday :)
See you all on Thursday
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[03 Jan 2006|05:55pm] |
I got a new phone today!!
The frickin razr.
It's bad ass.
I'm in love with it.
So I still have the same number but I don't have Nextel anymore.
I'm a Verizon user now :)
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[30 Nov 2005|12:01am] |
I'm taking a leave of absense from Livejournal.
No, I'm not getting Xanga. I don't really know how it is better, but I guess it is.
Just going to leave this little journal world for a while.
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[27 Oct 2005|12:21am] |
CHI-TOWN JUST WON THE WORLD SERIES
I'M FUCKING PUMPED!
WHOO!!!
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[20 Sep 2005|06:52pm] |
Oh man, I am sad :'(
more on this later....as it develops more
have to go study.
much love.
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| Okay so there's this show tonight..... |
[24 Jun 2005|12:57pm] |
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This is the FINAL setup. No more changes.
PEARL BEACH LIONS HALL
9590 Phelps (well it's kind of Taft, but Taft turns into Phelps)
Across from the Algonac High School
DOORS AT 6 (not 5:30)
Cost is still 5 bucks...very reasonable.
6:30-7:30 Royal Oak(Steve's cover band)/Trio Less One
7:40-8:10 Goodbye Phoenix
8:20-8:50 Xavier
9:00-9:30 The Escape Engine.....Touring band from New Jersey
9:40-10:10 A Sundial
10:20-10:50 An Evening Raid
11:00-11:30 Drop Dead, Gorgeous (hopefully the full band, if Roger can't get there in time then it's an acoustic set)
This is going to be a really good show. I hope you guys can make it. DANCE PARTY
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[20 Jun 2005|11:26pm] |
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FUCK
It seems like everything that could go wrong today did. WTF?! SERIOUSLY. Whatever, I'm done. I think the show for Friday might be canceled. I'm not 100% sure yet, but it's starting to look that way.
The only thing I have to say about it is that I HATE Power Hungry bitches :D
Tonight I went to a show in Fraser. It turned out to be kind of boring. I missed DDG, so that kind of sucked.
But I did get to see some pretty fucking sweet bands.
Pistons lost last night. :'( What a heartbreaking ending...Game 6 tomorrow, keep your fingers crossed!
Alright I'm out. Peace. Leave me some LOVE because its been a bad day.
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| we make a move and act a fool while we up in the club...;) |
[25 Mar 2005|06:57pm] |
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Just downloaded like a gazillion songs on my iPod, but I still only have 300...weird. Leaving in 2 days..hell yes! Tomorrow I am going shopping and then I have to play at church and then I don't know. That's all...Leave me some <33
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[23 Mar 2005|08:06pm] |
Spring Break starts tomorrow!
Sunday I leave for Chicago...yes!!
I wish I wasn't so lonely. But maybe that will change
Got a math "quiz" tomorrow but that will be probably turn into a test
Well thats all...
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| Heck Yes! |
[16 Mar 2005|06:35pm] |
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WE MADE STATES TODAY!!!
Woop Woop! So today we went to our chorus competition and we got all 1's. That's the best you can get :D So that means we're going to states which are May 3rd and 4th. Fun stuff! Going to the powder puff volleyball game in a bit. Hopefully it will be fun.
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[24 Feb 2005|07:11pm] |
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I'M FRICKIN SICK!!!!!!!!!!!
this is not cool! i need to get better, otherwise i won't be able to go to the game at cros-lex tomorrow night.
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Been really busy lately...will update more about break later
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! I hope everybody has a great day tomorrow!!
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| reminiscing about old times... |
[01 Dec 2004|05:30pm] |
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Going to SVSU next Friday to see Jenny! I'm so excited...I can't wait to get out of school for a day to visit one old best friends!
Might be going to Chicago with the family tomorrow. I'm not quite positive yet. I have to see if Mr. McMaken will count this against that special award for students that have been in it for four years...I think it's the Jack and Irene Greene award, but I'm not positive. I wanna go to Chicago, but I wanna go see Erica and Kaycie in the Night of One Acts and then a bunch of people might come over to my house afterwards on Friday night. So I dunno yet, but I will by tomorrow....obviously
That's all, going to church tonight then studying for Ms. Burns big math test.....NOT FUN
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[29 Nov 2004|08:33pm] |
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ONE MORE GAME TILL BIG BEN GETS TO PLAY!!!
Hell yeah Friday's game is gonna be AWESOME!
We are definitely gonna kick some ass with Ben back
We need him to pump up the team since we haven't been doing so great without him
*SIGH*...If only I had tickets to the game..
Sorry, it's nothing important, just telling you how excited I am
We're finally going to get some much needed wins
Ben shouldn't even been out for 6 games
But at least he's coming back this season....UNLIKE ARTEST
GO PISTONS!!
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| i'm in shock...but happy too :) |
[21 Nov 2004|07:50pm] |
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Wow! I can't believe that they suspended Artest for the whole season! That is cRaZy!! I'm so glad that Ben Wallace only got 6 games though. Could you imagine how horrible it would be without big Ben for longer than 6 games?!
Just had to get that out....
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just got done burning some cds...went to the game tonight, they lost but they played with heart :) christina did so good..even though she would probably say that she didn't. i know shes gonna miss the game a lot. lots of funny things happened today...i had a lot of fun at the game. hanging out with bryan, russell, april, and nicole was fun. except when bryan gave me a wet willey...lol that wasn't too fun...oh well i'm gonna go i'm tired....GOOD JOB GIRLS! you had a great season...
Maryruth
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[11 Nov 2004|06:27pm] |
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Lately I've been thinking about college and what's happening after graduation, and I've been doubting my original plans. I'm supposed to go to Ferris next fall, but I don't really know if I want to anymore. I've been thinking about it a lot and I've been thinking about going to community college next year. Maybe I'll go to Macomb and get an apartment with someone, or stay at home and go to SC4. I dunno yet, but lately, Ferris just doesn't seem like it's the right choice. It's so hard to make a decision....half of me really wants to go to Ferris and maybe room with Vanessa, and then half of me really wants to go to community college. I'm so confused right now! I hope that I will make the right decision for me. I mean I already turned my money in for Ferris, but my parents said that if I really want to stay home for a couple years, that I could. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! I need help making my decision...
Alisa--I found out some kind of bad/kind of good news...it's about me, but I know you're the only one that will truly understand....considering we're both P.K's....lol talk to me when you get time...I really need someone to talk to right now.
I guess school was okay today. I'm really starting to hate yearbook. I didn't notice how many mistakes there actually were till me and ashley went through the rough drafts....I mean come one, most of these people should know that they wrote a sentence that doesn't make sense...like that quote about you ashley...lol That was kinda funny though. And I found out today that during 3rd hour, people like to bitch and complain about me. Seriously I don't care anymore...if I'm not doing my job and I'm jeopardizing a good book, then take me off as editor. I'd rather have a great book than the title of editor. AHHH!!! I'm so frustrated!! Not just about that, but family, friends, the drama that people have been creating lately, and just stupid stuff. I don't think I'm making any sense right now, but I just needed to get things off my chest...........I'M SO CONFUSED!!
Ashley--tomorrow we have to talk. i need to tell you some things that have been getting to me that i can't talk about right now. i was going to tell you today in 5th hour, but evan and ryan and erica and everyone else was in the pub so it just wasn't a good time. but i definitely need to talk to you. i'm really sorry that you have been having to deal with my problems lately. i have been really...whiny, i guess you could say, lately. i just haven't been in a good mood lately. i need someone like you to cheer me up....you're one of the only ways i can make it throughout the day.....hanging out with you 5th and 6th hour brings me so much relief! i would be insane right now without your great sense of humor and your good advice. sorry to babble and get kinda sappy....lol
Maryruth
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